Not in the right mind!

If you been following me you know that I have been working on a new youtube channel AndrewHeavener to try to get this channel to go someplace for me. I have set myself a weekly goal to post every Thursday a new video ont hat Channel and as this Thursday comes near and closes soon, I am not in the mind to make a video. Alot went down this weel and some really bad things happened which Id rather not talk about but lets just say, things in my life have got to change for the better as its taring my apart. I am battle the thoughts of should I go back to school and where? How am I going to get the money to do so when I cant even buy a soda is I wanted and the fact that I have been workong on what I want to do in life and its left me nothing but pain. Wed. nigh July 28 was a real bad nght as me and a really close frined got into this huge fight over stupid things but yet they were all related. All in all, I just cant pull myself together to complete another video for this week but promise to return next week. Again the channel is http://www.youtube.com/AndrewHeavener and Im planning on some really good thigns to go. My blog channel is http://www.youtube.com/seth38101 Thanks for taking the time to read. Have a good one
-Andrew